As I struggle through my own anxiety, I thought turning to cognitive biases might help me to understand some of my brain processes. And it’s fascinating stuff. If you’re a fellow sufferer, take a moment to go through a few of these biases with me and know that you’re not alone in these ways of thinking. We’re all only human after all. (Thanks to Wikipedia for all the following definitions – great page on the subject.)
Anchoring “Relying too heavily on one piece of information when making decisions (usually the first piece of information acquired on that subject)”
When I’m in the full throes of anxiety, my mind focusses right in on the first extreme scenario I heard on the topic.
Attentional bias “Tendency of our perception to be affected by our recurring thoughts”
This anchor then churns over and over and over in my head, influencing my whole perception of the issue.
Availability heuristic “Tendency to overestimate the likelihood of events with greater availability in memory (can be influenced by how recent the memories are, or how unusual or emotionally charged they may be)”
Then this scenario – so readily available and highly emotionally charged in my memory – feels like the absolute most likely possible outcome.
Confirmation bias “Tendency to search for, interpret, focus on and remember information in a way that confirms one’s preconceptions”
Any other information even vaguely related to the focus of my worry then becomes yet another fact to back up the worst case scenario anchor that’s already going around and around in my head.
Congruence bias “Tendency to test hypotheses exclusively through direct testing, instead of testing possible alternative hypotheses”
There are no other possible outcomes in my mind. There is only one to prove – it is the only possibility, and it is awful.
Frequency illusion “Illusion in which a word, name or other thing that has recently come to one’s attention suddenly seems to appear with improbable frequency shortly afterwards”
And then, it’s everywhere. And I can’t escape it. It’s like when you learn a new word and suddenly it’s in every book, advertisement, magazine, internet article and conversation.
Illusion of control “Tendency to overestimate one’s degree of influecne over other external events”
I should be able to fix this right. This is my fault. There must be a way I can change this. I’m not going to stop thinking about it until I do.
Illusion of validity “Belief that our judgements are accurate, especially when available information is consistent or inter-correlated”
So the anxiety sufferer finds themselves in a place where they believe exactly what they think, and all available information seems to corroborate that thought.
Illusory correlation “Inaccurately perceiving a relationship between two unrelated events”
Something else happens, and this new event must be linked.
Information bias “Tendency to seek information even when it cannot affect action”
I love knowledge and I’ll read and read and read obsessively when I’m anxious. But there comes a point where more information is no longer helpful, and it’s only fuelling the fire. It’s like trying to put out flames using petrol.
Negativity bias “Phenomenon by which humans have a greater recall of unpleasant memories compared with positive memories”
Past memories come back to haunt me, and I can’t remember ever feeling positive, carefree and happy.
Neglect of probability “Tendency to completely disregard probability when making a decision under uncertainty”
I am certain of negativity. While simultaneously feeling completely uncertain about everything. Realistic probabilities go out the window.
Pessimism bias “Tendency for some people, especially those suffering from depression, to overestimate the likelihood of negative things happening to them”
I am doomed forever. Whatever I fear may as well have already happened, because it will, eventually, and there is nothing I can do about it. Hell.
Selective perception “Tendency for expectations to affect perception”
These pessimistic expectations continue to inform all perceptions.
Subjective validation “Perception that something is true if a subject’s belief demands it to be true. Also assigns perceived connections between coincidences”
Now my beliefs feel so real I can touch them. I’m living and breathing them. Everything I perceive goes through the same lens, and is linked to the negative outcome that I so fear.
But this is all in the mind. This is not real. And we must believe that if we are to recover from our anxiety. Understanding the process doesn’t make it easier, but hopefully it does make it slightly more understandable, logical even. We can train our minds to think differently – it’s not the facts that need to change, we need to change. But, admittedly, it’s a long journey.